I thought I knew what it was going to be like having more than one child. I was wrong.
I thought there was no way I could love anyone as much as your older brother. I was wrong about that too.
Our first months together were HARD. We both struggled. We both lost a lot of sleep. We both cried. A lot.
And then we bonded. Big time. And before I knew it, I couldn't imagine a time when you weren't there. It's as if I had known you forever. As if you had been here all along.
I fell in love hard.
And the awesome thing is that it happens over and over again. I fall in love with you every single day. And I love discovering who you are.
You are unique, that's for sure.
You are the pickiest eater I have ever seen. And yet you are obsessed with toy food. You've been known to sleep with a plastic tomato or hamburger bun, and you are being a hot dog for Halloween this year (your choice).
|Casey's Halloween Costume|
You are quiet - figuratively and literally. Sometimes you speak in a whisper, and you are not one to gush with your emotions like your big brother. But that means that when I do get an "I love you," it means so much more. I melt when I hear those words.
What you don't say in words, you make up for in cuddles. You are the cuddliest boy I know. You always want to be close to me. And even though I probably shouldn't carry you around anymore, it's hard for me to say no. So I'll keep doing it until you stop asking.
You are so brave. You have been poked and prodded by needles and sat in ER waiting rooms more times than I'd care to admit. But you rarely cry. And you are easily pacified by a lollipop in any situation.
You suck your thumb and twirl your hair. And it is adorable.
You are a boy's boy. You are all cars and trucks and balls and superheroes. You rarely play with girls, though you do have a soft spot for a girl named Lila. You blush when you talk about her.
You acclimate to social situations ridiculously easily, because you don't overthink it. You are just yourself. For lack of a better word, you are chill. You are already cooler than I ever was.
You love Disney World. And roller coasters. And youtube videos of both. (But especially Disney World).
You have an innate talent for naming that tune. You can tell a song after literally one beat of music. It kind of freaks your daddy and I out.
You cry every single time you take a bath. Every. Single. Time.
You are an amazing little brother. When Braden is at school, you sometimes cry and incessantly ask when he will be home to play with you. Sometimes the two of you sleep in the same twin bed, just because.
You are an amazing big brother. It took some time for you to warm to Colin, but you are coming around. And as a mother, it is beautiful to see.
You are a momma's boy. You and I have an inherent connection that only the two of us understand. Sometimes I will hear you cry, and watch someone else try to comfort you, but I know it's me that you need. And when I pick you up and embrace you, I can feel you relax into me. You and me, me and you.
You are such an individual.
You are such a character.
You are a such a source of infinite joy.
You rock my world.
You are Casey.
You are 4.
And today is your birthday.
Happy birthday, my baby boy.
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